Stressed.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
I never knew EOY could be this tiring.
I didn't know trying to get 4A's when you've never gotten more than 2A's could be this hard.
I had no idea trying to keep up with homework could be so hard.
I never thought trying to make your parents proud could lead them to disappointment.
Dad, I'm already trying k.
Why do you make it so hard for me. You're not with me 24/7.
You don't know that I actually study, and come back home to rest.
You only see my rest time. That doesn't mean that I didn't study right.
Ms Seah's comments doesn't make it any better for me. She's so prejudiced towards me.
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Walked in the rain by myself today on the way home.
When I got to the traffic light, the rain just suddenly got heavier.
Luckily a lady was kind enough to shelter me all the way to my block.
Got back home. Bathed and had dinner.
My brother was in a bad mood, called my maid stupid and then flipped the bowl over.
Just walked away afterwards.
I don't know how to react, I don't know what to say.
Then just a few moments ago, my dad didn't offer to return me my $100 bucks.
I think it's ridiculous how parents can owe their children money.
Screw this shit, I need somebody to be here for me.