I don't understand why.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
I don't understand how my body works. I don't know how I get upset so easily. I don't know why I'm such a disappointment to people. I don't know why I even bother.
Why I bother to smile at unfriendly people.
Why I bother to think of alternatives so that things don't end the wrong way.
Why I bother to think of positive ends of a negative story.
Why I bother to care.
Why I bother to love.
I'm just gonna get hurt in the end, as always.
I'm never gonna learn.
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It's your special day in 5 days. I got some things for you.
A year ago, it might have meant alot. But now, it's probably just another gift.
That's it. That's how much it means now. I know you're trying, I'm trying too.
But what's done is done, I don't think we can fix it.
I'm just happy that you're happy, do note that I'll still remember you no matter what.
:)
I don't understand why.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
I don't understand how my body works. I don't know how I get upset so easily. I don't know why I'm such a disappointment to people. I don't know why I even bother.
Why I bother to smile at unfriendly people.
Why I bother to think of alternatives so that things don't end the wrong way.
Why I bother to think of positive ends of a negative story.
Why I bother to care.
Why I bother to love.
I'm just gonna get hurt in the end, as always.
I'm never gonna learn.
-
It's your special day in 5 days. I got some things for you.
A year ago, it might have meant alot. But now, it's probably just another gift.
That's it. That's how much it means now. I know you're trying, I'm trying too.
But what's done is done, I don't think we can fix it.
I'm just happy that you're happy, do note that I'll still remember you no matter what.
:)
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CHARMAINEWEE
Charmaine Wee, Kranji Secondary School. 14 and counting, October18 every year!
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I eat tons of chocolate when I'm stressed out, or when I just feel like it.
& I always burst my phone plan. What's new?
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